Living Between Two Women
If you're a guy, and you cheated or had an extramarital affair, chances are that you have found yourself stuck in that place between wanting to be with your wife, and wanting to be with your partner in the affair. A lot of men that I talk with find themselves in that very space once they started an affair, and through avoidance and denial, tend to keep themselves there to not have to make a choice.Cheating men now find themselves in a compromising position: do they try go back to their wives and children, or do they leave their family for their mistress?
Some guys don't want to deal with this all. They get stuck between two women, and don't know how to get out. Some guys I talk with want to keep treading water for as long as possible, until one of the women in AA in your decision for them. This is avoidance, and it's making a decision by not making a decision.What can you do if you find yourself in this position, between your wife and your girlfriend?
Start to be honest with yourself: really do some soul-searching inside of yourself and see what is motivating you to stay in a the relationship. Are you staying because you want to try the keep the semblance of a family going? Are you too afraid to tell your wife the truth? Are you doing it for your children, and not for yourself?
Consider your family of origin: did your parents not provide you a structured environment, so you may be trying to seek out the creation of structure within your family? Did your parents cheat on the other? Was it hard to work through problems or issues verbally or emotionally while growing up? I think these are all questions to consider when trying to come to a decision about to do.
Try to be clear on your values: if the intimacy and sex with your mistress is just that, why do you continue to do it? if you have strong values, and your behaviors are not aligning with those values, there is a disconnect that will lead to indecision. Do you choose the instant gratification, or do you choose to invest in your long-term happiness and those things that are more aligned with your values.
If your marriage is bad, come to the table and talk about it: you and your wife may need marriage counseling, or it may be too late. Maybe it's better to start talking about separation or divorce, but really consider your motivations in continuing to not talk about it or breach the topic with your wife.
Cheating and infidelity are complex, and these bullet points don't profess to get you to where you need to be. Ideally, you'll invest some time and energy into counseling, whether that's with your wife or alone. Like I wanted to counseling alone, and don't really want to start to deal with talking about the issues with their wife quite yet.
It's important that you start to consider making some decisions, even if their minor, for your own happiness and everyone else's.
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